Love, Don't Ever Leave Us

And then when all seemed lost, our bodies morphed together as one, and out hearts composed a symphony between our blazing chests and fast moving lips. Our hands crawled slowly, fingernails raking over our necks as we lay in the wreck and havok. The sunlight peeked through the heavily sewn curtains above our heads, and the room was lit up, slightly pink and buttery. With love intertwined with passion, we held each other still as our lips found their other half, our breathing ragged and uneven with excitement.
For a moment, all was still, and nothing needed to make sense. All the worlds problems and conflicts dissolved around us, as you put your lips to my ear, and whispered "I love you". Like a lullaby, like poetry, like perfection, I lay. Running my fingers through the locks of your hair, and tracing your cheekbones with the back of my thumb, I whispered back "I love you too".
The sun set after hours of warming our backs through the window. We could hear blackbirds singing, and the quiet flap of a hummingbirds wings.
We wished for this always, this feeling of love, and wonder. This feeling thats burning us up from the inside, but making us feel alive. I wish it didn't have to go away, that it didn't have to fade. That it could stay forever, reminding us who we are, and what we're prepared to give.
Love, don't ever leave us.

Gone

I love how I just don't think about you anymore.
You barely even cross my mind.

It's so much easier that way.

Fine Line

It's so strange seeing the fine line that separates what things once were, and what things are now. It's like that past, everything before the line, is in black and white. Those imagines of you catching me as I ran to you after so long, your warm embrace and that smell of your cologne, are suddenly now slightly blurred, in black and white, like an old 1950's movie. The ones we call classic, when at the time simply seemed a part of everyday life. In black and white, I see what we once were. The love that we once shared. And now, in neon blinding lights, my reality is being shown to me. This strange, unfamiliar reality that I must now get used to and somehow understand. The light is so blinding, so bright. It's hurting my eyes and burning up the last slivers of my heart and soul. How do I deal with this? The fine line is like a blade, hurting me, slowly ripping through my skin. Making me cry out in pain and making me feel weak. All I can see is the bloodshed, the emotion spilling out, threatening to destroy me completely.

Perfect Things

The only perfect things in life are classical music, roses and the rain.

I Wonder

I wonder if you've forgotten
I wonder if you think of me
I wonder if it's different
I wonder if you feel hollow like me
I wonder.

I wonder if I can forget too
I wonder if I'll stop thinking about you
I wonder if it'll change
I wonder if the hollow feeling will dissapear
I wonder.

I wonder if you miss love
I wonder if you even recognise it anymore
I wonder if you're hurting
I wonder if you're wounded
I wonder.

I wonder if I'll miss love
I wonder if I'll learn to recognise it
I wonder when I'll stop hurting
I wonder when my wounds will heal
I wonder.

I wonder if thats all we have
I wonder if thats all we'll get
I wonder if love will strike again
I wonder if we'll notice
I wonder,
I wonder.

Love Shall Never Die

Just move on, he's not worth your tears,
Don't cry yourself to sleep, get over your fears,
Sing yourself a lullaby, under the many stars,
Just let it go, forget it all, don't hold it in your heart.

Don't let him win, leaving you to drown,
Perk up a bit, no need to see you frown,
Walk away for now, don't wear your heart on your sleeve,
It'll all work out, just take a moment to breathe.

The clouds means nothing, if you learn to love the rain,
They'll wash away your heartache, your innocence, your pain,
Nothing is real, under the bright burning sun,
Turn yourself towards the place where new love has begun.

Hold yourself together, don't you dare fall apart,
Nothing is forever, to know, you must be smart,
Pain is just a proccess, growing weaker over time,
If it's all too much to handle, then stop, close your eyes.

At the end of it all, you'll find yourself again,
Your heart will be stronger, you'll know what's what and when,
You'll be laughing and smiling, with that spark in your eye,
Not everything lasts forever, but love shall never die.

Tears Of Truth

You lied
About love
You lied
About loving me.
You cried
Tears of truth
I believed them
I believed you.
You wrote once
A love letter
With promises
Mixed with twisted pain.
Slowly your fingers
Moved over black and white keys
A song you sang
That felt real to me.
You then gave up
You then gave in
Leaving me behind alone
With nothing but truth.
Now you are nothing
Someone I can't stand
To never be mentioned
In the back of my head
So run along now
To your other love believer
Break her heart and soul
Then we'll be even.